O.k. on to my situation. I was suppose to make a docs app yesterday but I didn’t get a chance because I slept for most of the day. It was a much needed sleep. On Sunday night, I didn’t sleep at all.

I finally decided to lie back down around 11,30 am yesterday morning. I have been carrying a bottle of damn advil around with me to keep the pain away. Or at least minimize it. To be honest, I really don’t know how much more I can take.

I do have a docs appointment for tomorrow afternoon. I am also scared to death. I am going to be completely honest with you and give you an idea of what is going on. Right now, my biggest fear is that i have breast cancer. I am hoping it is just an infection that can be cleared up with antibodics. So I am asking you guys to keep your fingers crossed and to keep me in your prayers.

I don’t think anyone knows how scared I have been or the extent of pain I have been going through. I probably won’t get much sleep tonight thinking about my doctors appointment. I just wanted to give you all a bit more detail and I will keep you all informed. Take care all and lots of love .