Current Mood: Sick & Blue

Something is just not right today. I planned on doing more cleaning for Christmas today, but that just isn’t going to happen. I know I have been feeling out of sorts the past few days, but to day, that is an under statement.  In any case. it is a very scary feeling.

When I got out of bed this morning, I was pratically just stumbling around. Strangely disoriented. Very weak and it is taking all my energy just to catch my breath. I feel as if all my energy has been drained. Also for awhile now, everything I eat gives me bad cramp pains. I am at the end of my rope here because I just don’t know what to do.
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Current Mood: Peaceful

It is a georgeous day here today. I can’t believe how warm it is here for this time of year. Feels just like a summer day. I hope it lasts for awhile. At least a little while. If it is warm out on Sunday, I want Terry to start putting the christmas lights on the outside of the house.

We won’t light them yet, but just to have them out there. To get them up while we have a warm day. The weeks are flying by way too fast. We need to get all the downstairs painted before christmas. We have all the paint, it’s just a matter of getting it started.

Well there isn’t much going on in my world right now so I am outta here for now. Take care all and lots of huggggs.

Current Mood: Sad

Well I guess this is a record for me. Two posts in one day. Well I am just so damn depressed and bored here I thought I would pop on here with another entry. Ever since all these health issues started, I have been holding back a lot which really isn’t doing me any good. The truth is, I am scared to death. Maybe I am getting all worried for nothing, then maybe I am not. I seem to be spending so much time alone, that it gives me way too much time to think.

I just don’t know what to do. I know that holding everything all inside me is doing more harm than good. So tonight, I just let the river flow. I am scared.

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Current Mood: Loving

Well I am back again. I am a little more contented today. At least I am trying to be. I came on here and posted last night about several different things. I ranted, I was angry etc. etc. Well as far as I am concerned, I have every right to be.

I said I would talk about the situation with Dell,. so here goes. As you all know, I got a pc on credit for my son almost 3 years ago. The last payment would be next month. It was for a 3 year contract with payments of almost 65.00 a month.
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Current Mood: Welcoming

The antics just never seem to stop in this house. Last night Jordan went into his room and 5 mins later, he came downstairs and said he seen a mouse up there. Now we have not seen a mouse in here for about 2 years, give or take. As for myself, I am scared of them.