Current Mood: Blue & Sad

The past few days haven’t been very good for me. I would love to come on here and  do a cheerful and happy post right now, but that just isn’t going to happen.  Lately it has taken all of my energy just to drag myself out of bed in the mornings. I hate to face the days.

I just haven’t been myself. I know I need to pull myself out of this, but I am not sure how. I have been in a deep depression lately. I really don’t like this and I know it is not healthy. But there is nothing I can really do about it right now. It’s driving me crazy.

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Current Mood: Angry

I am not quite sure where to begin. Last week was somewhat pleasant and this week is turning out to be not so great. First of all, I got a call from the doctors office today and was informed that I have an appointment in at the Regional hospital tomorrow for a mamogram. My doctors receptionist left the message on my phone and requested that I call her back. Thanks for giving me so much notice . (sarcasim).

Anyway, the regional hospital is quite a distance from where I live and I just have no way to get there4 tomorrow. So I phoned her back (she was gone to lunch) and left her a message telling her of my situation. Terry has work in the morning and I just have no way to get there.
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Current Mood: Sleepy

Well here it is 3.05 am , I am cranky, tired and sore.Hey, but at least I am here. I know I should be in bed right now asleep, but what the hell. Thought I would do a little post first to keep you all updated.

First of all, I went to the doctor’s office yesterday at his request. Had to get a little examination (i hate those damn things) due to me having the mastitis infection. Let me just say I hate having a doctor poking and prodding at me. Always have hated it and always will.
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Current Mood: Bitchy & amazed

Got a lot on my mind the past few days, don’t really know where to start. Guess I will start with the pleasant things first.

Jordan started high school yesterday and surprisingly , he likes it there. I was really glad to hear this. But the past couple of years, the high school had really gotten out of hand with the drugs etc. Last year they even had a police officer assigned inside the school with his own office etc. Unfortunately, it didn’t seem to do much good. Well this year, they still have the police officer inside, but they also have a couple of security guards outside. I was glad to hear this because I worry over Jordan once he leaves this house. He is a good kid and I don’t want anything to happen to him. Because if anything ever did, the person responsible had better hope the law gets him before I do.
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Current Mood: Bitchy

I know I said I would be back to post yesterday, but it just didn’t work out that way. But I am here now.