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Dazed And Confused …

Current Mood:Blue emoticon Blue & Sad emoticon Sad

The past few days haven’t been very good for me. I would love to come on here and  do a cheerful and happy post right now, but that just isn’t going to happen.  Lately it has taken all of my energy just to drag myself out of bed in the mornings. I hate to face the days.

I just haven’t been myself. I know I need to pull myself out of this, but I am not sure how. I have been in a deep depression lately. I really don’t like this and I know it is not healthy. But there is nothing I can really do about it right now. It’s driving me crazy.


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Sad World ..

You know this is really a sad F****d up world we live in. Why do others feel the need to hurt others etc. It pisses me off to the hilt. Yesterday, we decided to purchase Jordan an mp3 player as an early b-day gift. It cost me 80.00 in at future shop. Terry picked it up on his way home from work. Jordan feels the need to listen to music while he is walking to and from school. Well today he took it to school with him and it was stolen.

From what I hear there has been a lot of this bs going on at the schools lately. Another kid in his class had his cell phone stolen. What the hell is wrong with the kids these days. :twisted:

We are the only ones Jordan has to depend on . Without us he gets nothing. I guess in a way it’s as if he’s an only child.

You know, i am at the point where I trust no one now. As a matter of fact, I trust my house pets more than I do people. Sometimes I feel like I should just isolate myself from the world.It’s hard to say who I can trust or even believe anymore. But somehow, no matter what the circumstance, I am always made out to be the bad guy. Go figure.

Oh well as they say, i guess that’s the way the cookie crumbles.

I will be taking another trip to the library tonight to get some more html books etc. When I had the flu so long, I didn’t get much of a chance to do anything with the other ones I had. I really need to get some things done on this page. Well I am outta here for now. I promise I won’t be gone so long this time. Take care all and lots of hugs. :smile:

Never Changes !!!

Before I begin my actual post, i just want to say if you are viewing this page with IE, it will look all weird and messed up. It is best to view it with Firefox..

Now for my actual post. I had every intention of posting today, but due to circumstances, It is going to be a little different than I planned. There is just something I need to get off my chest. I know it shouldn;t, but it always amazes me somehow , that some things/people never change. It’s really so sad. Some people are so insecure in there own lives, they get so paranoid that they think the worse in everyone. In my time on the net, I have come to realize that there are a lot of wonderful people, but you will always come across your weirdo’s and psycotic freaks as well. Here is what I mean.

This is my image of them. Only the image looks a bit more normal. (more…