Archive for the 'family' Category

Where To Start…

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Got a lot on my mind the past few days, don’t really know where to start. Guess I will start with the pleasant things first.

Jordan started high school yesterday and surprisingly , he likes it there. I was really glad to hear this. But the past couple of years, the high school had really gotten out of hand with the drugs etc. Last year they even had a police officer assigned inside the school with his own office etc. Unfortunately, it didn’t seem to do much good. Well this year, they still have the police officer inside, but they also have a couple of security guards outside. I was glad to hear this because I worry over Jordan once he leaves this house. He is a good kid and I don’t want anything to happen to him. Because if anything ever did, the person responsible had better hope the law gets him before I do.
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Better Days

Well here I am . I hope you all like the new look . I love this theme. I have been working on this for a couple of hours and I am still not half finished,. But a lot of it will need to wait until after the weekend. The reason is because I want to spend some time with my family over the weekend. There are a lot of things I want to add on here so it is going to take a little time,.

In any case, I have had a lot to deal with lately but I am not going to go into detail on this post. I will tell you everything on my next update. Some of it was good and some not so good.
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Mixed Emotions

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I know I said I would be back to post yesterday, but it just didn’t work out that way. But I am here now.

As for my health issues I wrote about in my last post, well there really isn’t much more to tell. I will keep you all informed of the situation once I get the rest of the tests done and get the results back.

Right now I am dealing with another issue that has caused a few mixed emotions. I guess right now I don’t know what the hell I am feeling. I will try to explain as best I can without taking the risk of sounding selfish.

For quite some time now my husband Terry has been trying to get out of a job he has worked at for over a year,. He doesn’t mind the work and he likes the guys he works with. At least most of them. It’s the company he works for that he hates. Everything was fine until a new manager took over. Lets just say he doesn’t know his head from his ass. To put it straight, they are the worse company he has ever worked for.
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One Day At A Time…

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In my last post I talked about health issues I was having. Well I did get my tests done at the hospital on Thursday morning and surprisingly the results were back on Friday. The doctor’s office called me on Friday afternoon and I have an appointment to see the doctor on Tuesday morning. Am I scared ? Hell yeah. One of the reasons being is because when there isn’t anything found in the tests results, the receptionist usually tells me over the phone.

I have decided that the only thing I can do is take things one day at a time. Whatever I do in a day or 2 really isn’t going to make much of a difference. So this weekend I am just going to be me, and do whatever the hell I want. But come Monday, I am going to change my lifestyle. Right now, I smoke too much, I don’t get enough exercise, I worry way too much. The list goes on and on.All this is about to change. It’s either change my lifestyle or it’s going to kill me. And like I said in my last entry, I am not ready to leave this world yet.
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Scared and Alone…

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Just as the title says at the top is how I feel right now. And I have no clue as to what to do about it. I am not even sure where to begin to talk about it.

I had a doctor’s appointment yesterday. I haven’t been feeling well lately and I really hate going to doctor’s. But I felt the need to do something. For a few days here, I just didn’t feel like myself. I felt kind of disoriented among other things and it was a scary feeling to me. As it turns out, my blood pressure is really high. Higher than it;s ever been.

I will be going over to the hospital on Thursday morning to get all kinds of blood tests and an ekg because I have also been taking little pains in the chest. Most likely this is due from the high blood pressure.
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